VAlenTine-my version

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Nais kong sabihin,kundi ito lang.Sana’y dinggin mo.

Kung wala ng luha upang malaman mo ang damdamin ko.

at kahit kumupas araw at buwan.

kahit pa ang puso ko’y mamatay.

ikaw parin ang mahal hanggang kamatayan.

ikaw parin ang syang nagiisa.

Buong buhay ko Ikaw ang tanging hiniling ko lamang.

Binuksan ang puso tinanggap ko ang lahat lahat sayo.

Hinintay kong dumating na nga ito makasama ka ang dinasal ko.

ikaw parin ang mahal hanggang kamatayan.

ikaw parin ang syang nagiisa.

lalalalalalalalalalala….

at kahit kumupas araw at buwan.

kahit pa ang puso ko’y mamatay.

ikaw parin ang mahal hanggang kamatayan.

ikaw parin ang syang nagiisa.

oh-oh.

Ikaw parin mahal nagiisa

This How i Describe him..

First time i saw him the immediate reaction i said..

“He looks very intellegent!”

And as the day passed by, According to announced scores then I was right..

At first i won’t even said or think i would possibly like a guy with such a serious looked at studying..

Yes he’s Cute yet Chubby..and ever since i never experienced to love a chubby one..

We sit together. Madronio before Magno.

I was the one who make the first talked.

then we Chatted.

I remember he told me about the loss scholarship because of a bad proffesor.

Funny.

I realized i was liking him 3 weeks before the end of the semester.

Too bad.

I just caught my self always saying “ang talino naman nya!”

“Ay ang ganda ng color ng contact lense mo!”

“Tekken yang nilalaro mo o NAruto?”

“anu bayan nakakainis perfect MO na naman!”

Then  just like that..

I like him already..

Not because his cute.

But simply.

he is SO BRIGHT..

easy to approach,

know his responsibility,

kind.

And most fascinating one,

He is in a girl circle of friends.

I didn’t suspected he was gay,

but i just give me a symbolism that he know how to treat a woman.

I really admire him..

Everything i dreamed was with him.

But i won’t expect..

If  destiny would allow let it be..

i hope i could say face to face..

ARCHIE i really like you ^^.

once in a life time…

when youre gone by avril lavigne

MINSAN…

Magmula nang makasama na kita sa buhay ko,

Minsan hiniling ko na wag ng matapos ang samahang ito.

Ayaw kong mawala ka na lang ng bigla

Dahil baka matapos ang buhay ko sa sandaling ang pagibig mo’y tumila.

Masaya ako pag kasama kita,

Masaya ako pag kausap kita,

Masaya ako pag katabi kita,

Masaya ako pag hawak naten ang kamay ng bawat isa.

Maligaya ako pag saglit na nagdadampi ang ating mga labi,

Maligaya ako pag nasisilayan ko ang iyong ngiti,

Maligaya ako pag inaamin mong mahal mo ako,

At nang pinangako mong ako lang ang mamahalin mo.

Ngayon ko lang naranasang magmahal ng ganito,

Sayo ko lang naramdaman ang kaligayahan kapag ika’y kapiling ko.

Walang makakapagpabago sa isinisigaw ng aking puso,

Kahit sinong humadlang ay pipigilan ko.

Akala ko ayos na ang lahat,

Akala ko ang pagmamahalan natin na’y sapat,

Akala ko tayo na talagang dalawa,

Akala ko di na ako muling luluha pa.

Wala naman akong nagawa,

Di lubos maisip mawawala na lang bigla.

Wala nga akong ginawa

kundi ay minahal lang kita ng sobra sobra.

Naghintay ako,

Umasa ako,

Baka busy ka lang,

Kaya di mo ako maalala kahit minsan man lang.

Pinag-mukha mo akong tanga,

Pinaasa sa wala,

Pinagantay kahit wala,

Sinaktan mo ako at lubhang pinaluha.

Gusto kong magalit,

Gusto kong magwala,

Sana man lang naisip mo,

Di ako manhid para di masaktan ng ganito.

Pinipilit kong magsaya,

Pero sa sa likod ng ngiti ko,

Durog na durog ang puso ko,

IGGY pakiusap wala na ba akong halaga sayo???

Kinamumuhian kita,

Isa kang napakasinungaling na BATA!!!

Hindi ka marunong magpahalaga,

Sayang MAHAL NA MAHAL pa naman kita…

Ayos lang kung may mahal ka nang iba,

Tatanggapin ko yun.

Dun ka masaya dun ka!!

DOON ka…

Tanga ako kasi naniniwala ako sayo,

Akala ko ba magtiwala lang ako sayo magiging maayos ang lahat?

PUTANGINA mali ako,

Ako pala ang magiging kawawa.

Basta ang alam ko,

Ikaw lang ang sobrang minahal ko,

Kaso iiwanan mo pala ako,

Sana kahit minsan inisip mo…

“Si ELLA nagiisa lang sa mundo,

walang katulad.

Makahanap ka man ng higit sa aken,

sisiguraduhin ko sayo

pagsisihan mo ang ginawa mo.

Di nga ako maganda marunong

naman akong magpahalaga!!!”

>kaya ko pang magtiis…

pero nasasaktan na ako ng labis,

Mahal na mahal kita

ngunit di ko na kaya…

Romelia R. Madronio

April 6,2008

When i knew im now ALONE!!!

I want you to realize that no one can be more perfect for you than me. There will no other woman can love you as much as I do. No one can give sacrifices as much as the sacrifices I made for you and no one can wait and look like fool just to make you feel that I love you, how much you’re important to me and how can my life be as miserable as living in hell when you left me.

I cried every time I see you. My heart is breaking apart those times I think my self as alone and unloved. I fell in the deep sorrow when you left me. I’m drowning in the river of regrets when I told my self its ok if you’ll be gone, but in reality I almost died. I almost kill my self just to ease the pain that my heart cannot take it.

When you neglected me, no contacts. When I confessing the pain you brought me and you just don’t realized its worth and told me to go to sleep. When I asked you if you love me you just turned the question back at me. When I told you that I want a break-up, I thought you wont agree but then you say yes. When I asked if you if I’m still important to you, you said I’m not. The facts that you almost killed me from those things you did to me I still and will and forever I love you.

i don’t have the right.But i like too…

I don’t have the right to tell what you supposed to do or neither to be what I wanted you to be. I respect everything on your part. You’re being such a childish person and not mature enough to cherish all the love I gave to you; but I can’t blame you, the fact that you are two years younger than me.

The times I’m with you, the days id spend talking, laughing, caressing you sweetly and just being with you are the joyous hour in my life. Waiting for you every weekend is hard on my part, because my Mondays, Tuesdays, Wednesdays, Thursdays and Fridays keep me missing you so much, that makes my Saturdays and Sundays is worth waiting for when I foresee my self really happy when you’re back home.

I even promise to my self that I’m going to take you seriously. I wont give a damn if the world dumped me because of you, I nearly wish to god that I want you to be the one he destined for me. I can’t explain why would I, and my heart give me the best answer, simply because I love you!!! That’s all.

But then the time comes that I have to let you go. Not because I don’t love you anymore nor do you. I just felt that you weren’t even realizing my worth. You neglected me just like that and the fact that when I asked you for us to broke up, you don’t even asked what’s my reason, you just agreed easily, that keeps me thinking do you really love me in the first place? Or maybe you just wanted an add up to your collection?

Whatever the reasons you have, that you don’t tell me. I wont never bother to ask. I tried to regret what I’ve done. I confronted you, and you’re blaming me that I’m the reason why we end up just like that. I told you to accept me again, but then you wont answer and I don’t have any idea what is running on your mind. I’m just hoping that we will be together once more and I hope that you loved me when were still together.

I will wait until you realized that I’m the perfect girl for you. Just hurry now that I’m still hanging on and still believing that you’re my destiny. I love you so much and I miss everything about you. I’m waiting.

sorry i just can’t help it..

Mahal na ata kita…

Namimiss ko yung ngiti mo,

Namimiss ko kapag inaasar mo ako,

Kapag nararamdaman kong you care for me,

Yungdi ka mapakali pag wala ako sa tabi mo.

Nag-eenjoy ako kapag kasama kita.

Kinikilig ako kapag katabi kita.

Natutuwa ako kapag inaasar nila ako sayo.

Gusto ko na ngang maniwala sa sinasabi nilang crush mo ako.

Kahit nakikita kong totoo

Ayaw ko parin paniwalain ang sarili ko.

Sinasabihan ko na ngang tanga ang sarili ko.

Gusto kong magpantasya na magiging akin kana,

Na napapansin mo na ako,

Na gusto mo na nga ako.

Sana hindi na ako mabigo,

Kasi alam mo gustong gusto na kita.

Inaantay na nga lang kita eh!

Wag naman masyadong matagal,

Eh tatlong taon na akong umaasa sayo..Sana ngayon na yun.

Gusto kitang alagaan.

Mapigilan ko yung bisyo mo.

Gusto kong makita yung ikaw..

Paano kaba maglambing?

Paano kaba magmahal?

Naeexxcite ako.

Gusto ko ringmakilala mo ako.

Natatakot man ako sa kahihinatnan,

Na baka masaktan kita o ako yung maiiwan.

Pero ok lang.

Ayokong pangunahan yung mga maaring mangyari.

Wala pa nga e! Saka ko na isipin pag andyan na.

Basta alam ko.

Gusto kita!

Hindi lang crush,

Hindi lang paghanga.

Dakila man akong asasera at tanga.

Magantay man ako sa wala.

Aasa at aasa ako.

Ganun kapalaran ko eh.

Pinasasalamatan kita kasi dahil sayo,

Nakalimutan ko na ang isang taong walang kwenta.

Sana hindi masayang yung pagbabago ng damdamin ko.

Sa totoo lang hindi ko na sya iniisip.

Puro ikaw nalang

Ikaw!Ikaw!

Please I’m waiting,

Wag ka munang lalayo.

Mamahalin pa kita.

Ginawa mo na sakin yan noon,

Pakiusap wag mo ng ulitin ngayon..

my ache breaky heart…

my heart cover with BUBUS...

Nung malaman ko na may ipapalit ka na sa aken. Akala ko kaya ko nang tanggapin, na hindi na ako masasaktan, na ayos na! Mali pala ako dun. Nakausap ko mismo ng harapan yung babae. Harap-harapan niyang pinamukha sa akin na She is more than me. Hindi man niya sinasadyang masaktan ako,pero ganun eh.

Ang nasabi ko nalang. Wag ka na niya pahirapan. Gusto ko na talagang maging masaya ka na. Para makapag-move on na ako. Para hindi na ako mahirapan. Para hindi na ako umasa.

Iniisip ko nalang na doon ka naman masaya kaya ayos na.Itatatak ko nalang sa kokote ko na there will be no second chance anymore. Sige na nga aamin ako. Masakit sobra. Mas bata yun, maganda kahit nga ako I like her face so angelic. Tapos maputi, so kind. Bagay nga kayo. No wonder sya ang papalit sa pwesto ko.

I know you will be happy. Sana maging kayo na. Tapos gusto ko makita kung paano mo siya lambingin. Kung katulad ba nung paglalambing mo saken. Kung paano mo siya napapasaya, kung kasing saya ba nung nararamdaman ko kapag kasama kita. Magseselos ba sya saken gaya nung n agselos ako kay bebe nun, sasabihan mo din ba syang wag magselos kasi sya na yung mahal mo. Sige maiingit ako, magseselos pero siya na ang nagmamayari sayo. Wala na akong magagawa. Mag seryoso kana dyan ahhh… Wag mo na siya pakawalan. Baka magsisi ka.

Ipagdadasal ko na sana tama na yung babaing pinili mo sa ngayon. Sana hindi niyo masaktan ang isa’t isa. Wag mo siyang pabayaan. Sigurado tatagal kayo. Hmmmm..

Basta good luck. In god’s will you’ll gonna find out whose the better one for you, hindi man maging ako yun basta masaya ka papayag na ako. Im giving up. Mahal pa kita but its over.Bye, and thank you sa lahat lahat. You are the best memory I’ve encountered yet the most painful.

SA tingin mo ba naka-move on na ako? Tama pero mali.

Sa isip ko nakalimutan na kitang alalahanin pa, pero ang masaklap nagtatago sa kaloob-looban ng utak ko na naguutos sa puso ko na mahalin ka pa ay tila nauubos na ang bawat piraso. Ang sakit tanggapin na may papalit na sa akin bilang nobya mo. Nakakairitang isipin na lamang siya sa akin, na maganda siya at mas bata. Masaya ako para sayo, ngayon nakita mo na yung babaing makapapagbibigay sayo ng lahat lahat.

Siguro hindi mo na ako naalala. O kahit siguro yung mga pinagsamahan natin ay hindi mo na pinagkakaabalahan pang isipin. Oo nga naman what for? Bat mo pa kailangan balikan pa yun? Ehh puro lang naman yun walang kwenta. Ni Hindi ka man lang nahirapan pasagutin ako e diba? Hindi ko man lang narinig sa labi mo na masaya ka sa akin. Pero alam mo kung ano ang masakit? Sige tanggap ko ako yung nangiwan, pero yung sinabi mo nun na kung sakaling magbreak tayo hindi ka muna makakapunta dito. Pero wala ehh sino nga ba naman ako diba? So what if Makita kita? So what kung malaman mong may nililigawan ka na? Wala na kasi akong pakielam kaya kahit yung ginagawa mo na alam mong masasaktan ako gagawin at gagawin mo parin. Because you love making my life miserable.

Bakit nga ba kasi pinagaaksayahan pa kita ng panahong habulin? Wala ka naman word of honor. Hindi ka naman gwapo katulad nung iniwan ko para lang maging stick to one ako sayo. Hindi lang naman ikaw yung pinakasweet na naging bf ko. Pero alam ko kung bakit ayaw parin kitang kalimutan. Kung wala ka man word of honor may mga nasasabi ka namang make me feel so special, mga salitang simple pero hinding hindi ko makakalimutan. Hindi ka nga gwapo, pero damn!!!Yang muka na yan kahit saan ako magpunta nakatatak sa isip ko. Yung eyes mo na big, pointed nose at yung labi mo na kapag hinahalikan ko can make me melt. Hindi man ikaw yung ikaw pinaka-sweet, Ikaw naman yung unang napangakuan ko ng pagbigyan ng isang bagay na napakahalaga. Ikaw yung tumupad ng mga pantasya ko. Ikaw lang yung kahit anong gawin, kenkoy o wala man kwenta kinikilig parin ako.

Ako naman yung nangiwan di ba? Pero bakit ako yung nasasaktan, ako yung umaasang balikan mo, ako yung nagaantay, ako yung nagpakakababa para ,mapansin mo , ako yung nawalan. Hindi mo ba naisip kahit minsan kung ano nararamdaman ko ngayong may iba ka ng mahal? Nasasaktan ako!!!Ang sakit sakit. Kung makikita mo lang yung bawat gabi na nakakapagisip ako, umiiyak ako. Nasasaktan ako kasi ganun lang kadali sayo na kalimutan yung pagmamahal mo sa aken at ibaling yun sa iba. At ang pinakamasakit? Ikaw parin yung mahal na mahal ko, Ikaw parin yung hinahanap hanap ko, ikaw parin yung na mimiss ko at ikaw parin yung kauna-unahang taong pagaalayan ko ng sarili ko.

Makakilala man siguro ako ng iba o magkamove on na ako ng kaunti sayo at magkanobyong muli. I swear…Kapag dumating yung panahon na babalik kana sakin, pipiliin parin kita. Ikaw parin yung pipiliin kong balikan. Hindi ako makawala sa anino mo.

Alam mo sawang sawa na akong isulat yung nararamdaman ko at ipapabasa sayo. Ayoko ng malaman kung binabasa mo o anu man. Gusto ko lang mabawasan yung sakit Pero alam mo ito lang yung paraan para malaman mo how I feel. Sana kahit minsan binabasa mo. Lagi ko sinasabi na suko na ako pero I will never quit on you. Magaantay ako dito hanggang bumalik ka. Pero nakakapagod din pala yun. Nakakasawa din. Nasasaktan na ako ng sobra sobra. Kulang yung iyak yung luhang papatak sa akin para hindi ko na maramdaman yung sakit. Kulang na kulang iggy kulang. Dapat yata mamatay na ako para lang mawala ka na sa buong sistema ko. Dapat siguro kulungin ko yung sarili ko para hindi na akong malayang mabuong muli ang pagkatao mo sa isip ko.

Ayaw ko ng magantay. Dahil sa tuwing sinasabi kong aanatayin parin kita. Akala ko kaya ko eh. Pero sa tuwing binabanggit ko yun, dinudurog yung puso ko. Kasi alam ko na ngang wala na akong aantayin ako si tanga pilit parin nagpapantasyang babalik ka. Sawang sawa na akong umiyak. Sa unang pagkataon ako ang nangiwan pero ako yung nawalan. Mahal na mahal parin kita. Pero yung puso ko susuko na. Ikaw lang ang bawat pagtibok nito ngunit sa sobrang sakit na, hindi na siguro sapat yung mahal kita. Dapa siguro tumigil na ako sa kahibangan ko. Hindi ka na babalik, hindi na dapat ako mag antay.

Ikaw man siguro ang buhay ko at ang tanging dahilan kung bakit kinakaya ko pa. Kailangan na siguro akong magbagong buhay. Minahal kita at kahit kailan hindi na yun magbabago pero ngayon na punong puno na yung sakit aayaw na ako sa laban. Panalo ka na, I give up!!!!

Sana minahal mo din ako noon kahit papaano. Sorry kung hindi kita napasaya. Kung hindi ka nakuntento sa akin. Sana maging masaya ka na sa piling ni LORMINA YUZON…bye bye. So long mahal ko. Paalam na sa pinakamasayang tagpo ng buhay ko. Paalam na sa iyo MARK FRANCIS MIGUEL MEJOS.

the i one tought my destiny :’C

my heart..when be broke up..

When i met You…

I’ve seen you before, i know your name but for me you’re just a kid. December 31,2007 as maricon and I waited for the new year to come, kharlos, jomar and you came. I remembered you say “sige na bilisan nyu na nang maubos na to!!”. Until now I laughed everytime I reminisced the time when maricon’s father ask you for a drink.

I asked you ” kilala mo ako?”

Then you suddenly start singing “ella,ella,eh!eh!” then you laughed,hmmmmm… I liked that laugh sincerly.

”nakita ko kasi sa kwintas mo!”

At first alI I wanna do is to flirt with you because I love doing that. I love playing with my feelings.

Then i always want to see you and be with your company, I dont know why!!!

Maricon asked me “type mo ba?”

I think for a while, “Type ko sya pero child abuse ako dun no!!”

That’s my true feeling, I like you but I’m not sure if that’s for love or fllirting…

When the moment icon said that you want three girls including me, but you are still weighing who will it be. When I hear ” si ella gusto ko kasi makulit”. And so on so forth, but the words that surely hit my heart, “kaya lang lamang daw si sheila kasi mahilig daw sya sa chinita” Maricon stated. I feel so hysterical but no one know that, because how can I say my feeling if even me im not sure how i feel and what i feel. I just laughed and say “kainiz bat ako nadadamay sa away bata!!” Laughing but broken.

You came back from mandaluyong. January 6,2008 sunday. They all mocking, “sige na kiss lang naman, hooooo”. I really don’t know what to do, thats strange because since then kiss is not a big deal but doing that to you???Oh my!!!But sincerely I really wanted to kiss you because 5 days to go again for me to see you!!!

At first i requested “sa cheeks nalang!”

When i was about to kiss you on your left cheek, you turned your face to me I was shocked!!

After more minutes im convinced to kiss to kiss you. I touhed your left cheek and put your in an angle for me to kiss you!!

“mwahhh…” The seconds’ I’ve touched your lips…hmmmmm… I wanted not to stop… I really don’t know why! That kiss is something I can’t explain, Its like my first kiss again. I fee like a robot with coldness in my humanity. I swear, Slept Very late, Really late.

The next day, May Monday is so pathetic,”wala ako sa sarili.”. I can’t resist my self-thinking about that kiss.

Tuesday, My class ended early so i rant a computer just across the PPB building. I opened my friendster account, surprisingly you’re requesting to be my friend, of coursed i accepted it. I glanced at your profile, I read the site of who do you want t meet…I was a bit shocked but “kinikilig”, it goes like this… “kahit sino basta mapagkakatiwalaan,si ella lang ok na saken..tapus ang cute pa nea..love it..”

haha thats really flattering. I gave you some comments that I miss you, I really do..

Then, I don’t remember if its Wednesday or Thursday, you send me a message..

“Di ba sabi mo dapat tama yung pipiliin koh?kasi baka pagsisihan ko for a lifetime?Nakapili na ako, Ella ikaw yun,, Kaya patunayan mo na hindi ko yun pagsisihan,,mis you =) ,”. I want to pick up the monitor and throw it, I’m so happy, more than happy.

Every night the words of you…

“lage kitang iniisip, In love na ata ako sayo, nakakaadik ka!!” Waaaaaaaaa……. I swear its like a broken disc “paulit-ulit” in my mind, heart and soul…

I patiently waited for Saturday to come. January 12,2008, Its passed 7:00 pm but even a shadow of you is not present..

I was irritated but when..”ella si…” pointing at you, I turned my head though im mad suddenly i gave you a sweet smile. Hay!!!

I really Missed you…Maricon,kharlos,you and I went to koploks cafe, but when we just passed the court of after 7 the rain started to pour, we run to a nearest tent on ipil street. Its really romantic, “double date” my mind said…

“akala mo di ako pupunta no?”a bit of teasing you asked.

“oo kaya!Inaantay po kaya kita!”

“nag-antay kaba? Sorry!” a pinch n my cheek for your apology. I liked it the way youre treating me as a kid.

I think we were there for about 20 minutes but for me that’s a century. I don’t want too end up that night.

After my picture was scanned, We go home, the four of us..

While walking I asked you, “bakit sabi mo dun sa message m ayus yung kiss ko sayo?”im really waiting for your answer,

“iba kasi eh!may puwang…”

Huh? thats comes to my mind…

Then you said… “mahal kasi kita!!” Shocks….

We decided to walk you home, you’re keep on repeating this line.. “wala kapang napapatunayan sa akin ahh!!!”

huh??another kiss?? im not in the mood my brain ordered…But when your about to go inside your house, I called you, touched your right face and kissed you…Hay… I don’t want to go home…My foot is heavy…

January 13,2008

Who says 13 is bad luck? Of coursed not!!!Its Sunday again,Tommorow you’ll be gone and another 5 days to be with you and maricon will be living also.

I took a bath around 6 pm but when I was dressing the rain started to pour, I prayed hard, “kainiz di ko sya makikita, plz. STOP!” Lord loves me it stopped. I’m not expecting you t be outside, but I saw you and we were both wearing black. Maricon and I was supposedly going to rent a computer but her boyfriend kharlos and you was there, we decided you both to come with us. In the computer shop, I was busy making maricon’s brothers researched. I was irritated because the computer was like a snail, hmmmfff!!!!! May irritation was gone when you come near my computer and helped me. I was in the front of the computer and when you’re the one whose typing you’re like embracing me!!!!shit I want to melt. When somebody entered the cafe I turned my face through the door to see who is it, but you’re typing, It’s about an inch my face near your face, it’s like I want to embrace you so tight and kiss you as long as I wanted too, But I wasn’t able to, there’s a lot of people around us. When I was the one who is typing I feel your head dumped on my back, It’s really sweet. I wanted to stay like that for life. When we finished the typing work, we go out and waited for them.

“kung pwede lang madaliin lahat no?”, you asked me

“huh??eh di ka naman nanliligaw ahh!!!?” I answered

I was waiting what you will say but then you hold my both hands and were standing face to face,

“pwede ba?” you asked seriously

” Tinatanong pa ba yun?”, smiling i replied.

If they wasn’t able to come near us we will be ending up kissing each other, thank god danica came.

While walking going home, you asked me “matutulog ka ba ng maaga?”

“depende,basta wag mo ako masyadong isipin, di kasi ako makatulog.”

“maiiwasan ko ba yun?” you answered

It’s past nine, I was nervous mama might be mad at that moment, so you and kharlos to turn right at the eskinita, I wanted to kiss you but there’s a lot of people. I was so disappointed. Maricon and I talked for a while because hi will be leaving tomorrow. I told her that I’m begging to fall in love with you. She knew how happy I am when I’m with you, Very happy!!

After a while kharlos and you came,

“kumain lang kame!” kharlos said.

After a minute mama is calling for me to go home. I have no choice but to obey. I looked outside to see if you’re there. I went out but at the gate only. I called you…

“Uwe kana?” i asked

“mamaya na antayin ko pa si kharlos.

“namalantsa kana?” you asked

“hindi na bukas na!” I answered

“mamalantsa kana..”sweetly you requested

“bakit ba?” confusingly i asked

“para di mabitin tulog mo!” you smiled and i smiled too..

“habang buhay ako sayoy maghihintay!!!” oh shit!that song of boysen paint, kharlos singed it. Yeah I’m like a prisoner having my DALAW..

“kulang pa yung patunay talaga!”you said

“eh sa sususnod nalang!” I answered but the truth is I really wanted to kiss you.

You held your hands and I hold it! I feel like dying at that moment. I dont want to let go of your hands. I just want to stay there, But I have to go.

“papasok na ako..” I said

“cge,,” you answered, but you wont let go of may hands. Please stop doing that I’m going to die.

“cge pero ayaw mo ako bitawan!” I told you

“mamimiz mo ako no?” I asked

you smiled looking at my face, I want to melt.

“oo nga ehhh.. sobra!!!”you answered

me too. really really going to miss you

As expected 2 am I slept with thoughts of you “MARK Francis Miguel”

My man…

ahihi

Who do you want to meet???

What a tough question isn’t it?

If you’re asking about a friend. He/She maybe very funny and laugh even on silly jokes, also has a sense of humor like me. Not MAARTE!! But its ok as long as nasa place ang pagiinarte. Ok lang kahit girl, boy, gay, or a lesbian; I’m an amiable person. I don’t care no matter what you are. A true friend who I can run to and whom shoulders are broad to catch my teary eyes whenever I need someone to cry on to.

How about in a guy?

I had enough in making my perfect prince charming. They are hard to find, I think they doesn’t really exist.

But for now I want guy with a funny personality tough can be serious in times he has to. Makes me laugh out loud that you can nearly see my internal organs without even dissecting me. Can make me feel like the most beautiful girl every time he holds my hand, hug me, saying sweet lines and making corny things and doesn’t care what will others might say. I am so attracted with a guy who can play musical instrument specially guitar, so we can jam together. A dancer will catch my attention also; I’m a dancer too. A basketball player, even not so MVP material at least he is sport minded, which I am also. And the best way he can weakened my knees is when he will say that he loves me, that he cares for me and that he promise that he wont ever hurt me and he wont leave me because I am his LIFE!!!!

I wont be so pathetic to say that looks don’t matter of course it is. I love men with mysterious eyes that you cant see what is inside of him and its up to you to find out. Pointed nose that matches his sensible red lips with a set of beautiful teeth. (But it doesn’t really matter!). Either tall or small as long as taller than me. It really knocks me to death when he has chinito eyes. (But big or just to be meaningful its ok). Always clean and neat, smells good. Another, this is a secret ok? I love guys with yummy macho body and ssssshhh… a prominent butt. =D.

That’s it. Ha ha ha if you’re the guy I am wanting please contact me, just joking. You know what nakita ko na yung someone na even doesn’t fit the characteristics I dreamed of minahal ko parin. But that is over now. So what are you waiting for? Come on and get me… Sayonara!!!TATA.

PARE KO!!! (a monthsary gift for my BESTFRIEND)

Happy monthsary pare ko!
Ayan huh hindi ko talaga kinalimutan.
Biruin mo yun naka-abot tayo one month kahit hindi halata haha =D

Pacenxa ka na hindi kita masyado pinapansin nitong mga nakaraang araw baka kasi lalo kitang mamiss kita ihh.

And may tampo pa ako sayo noh!

Una hindi ka pa pala nakapag-pasa sa LIT. 3 di ka man lang nagpatulong kunting favor lang naman yun ih..kaw talaga pasaway ka pare Ko!!

Pangalawa, Nagkakaproblema kayo ng MAMHE mo kay tina kapa nanghihingi advice,,andito naman ako!HMMFFF..nakakatampo ka talaga. hehe =D

Ikaw hah napapansin ko kapag ibang tao pinapansin mo kapag ako ni hi o hello wala ako naririnig sayo. Ganun ba talaga kapg gwapo huh??? ^^. Kaya yun di rin tuloy kita pinapansin baka isnabin mo ako ih..

Uy hindi na ako nakakapgshare sayo ng secrets. May sasabihin ako sayo.. Nasira kasi cp muh kaya hindi mo na alam mga updates. hehe.

Ayun. Ano kasi. Ganito yun. ahhmmm..

Remember when i cried? Sorry hindi ko nasabi yung reason hah. Nahihiya lang poh ^^.

Kasi i’m beggining to like a guy. Sa totoo lang da first time i saw him gusto ko na sya, Kasi super bait and funny ayun nainlove ako haha =D Kaya lang everytime i think of him, na hindi nya ako magugustuhan kahit kelan nalulungkot ako ng sobra. Lalo na pag nakikita kong wala sya pakelam sakin. Sabi nga ni DION antayin ko daw. haha Wag na noh over loaded na ko! di ko na carry.

Ano ba maadvice ng gwapo kong bhez? HMMM.. wag ka ngumiti joke lang yun. haha Bleeeehhh.

Basta pare walang kalimutan hah! Mamimis talaga kitah! Basta iingatan mo yang sarili mo, tapos magaral ka mabuti, iwasan na ang pag ppc games di ka na bata noh!!!Wag kang magpapabaya.

Tapos lagi kang tatawa para hindi ako maSAD
Maging makulit ka parin at dakilang joker. Pag may problema ka sigaw ka lang darna. haha Ikaw ang BATO!!!

Salamat sa laging pagiintindi kahit sa txt lang alam ko namang you care for me diba PARE???

You know you are the most special guy to me right now..Syempre ikaw ang BHEZ ko ihhh..

Mamimis kitah ROCKY!
Love you so much pare ko ^^.
Ingat lage
Umwaaahhh :-*

Happy monthsary bhez…
See you around.

Ella )