i don’t have the right.But i like too…

I don’t have the right to tell what you supposed to do or neither to be what I wanted you to be. I respect everything on your part. You’re being such a childish person and not mature enough to cherish all the love I gave to you; but I can’t blame you, the fact that you are two years younger than me.

The times I’m with you, the days id spend talking, laughing, caressing you sweetly and just being with you are the joyous hour in my life. Waiting for you every weekend is hard on my part, because my Mondays, Tuesdays, Wednesdays, Thursdays and Fridays keep me missing you so much, that makes my Saturdays and Sundays is worth waiting for when I foresee my self really happy when you’re back home.

I even promise to my self that I’m going to take you seriously. I wont give a damn if the world dumped me because of you, I nearly wish to god that I want you to be the one he destined for me. I can’t explain why would I, and my heart give me the best answer, simply because I love you!!! That’s all.

But then the time comes that I have to let you go. Not because I don’t love you anymore nor do you. I just felt that you weren’t even realizing my worth. You neglected me just like that and the fact that when I asked you for us to broke up, you don’t even asked what’s my reason, you just agreed easily, that keeps me thinking do you really love me in the first place? Or maybe you just wanted an add up to your collection?

Whatever the reasons you have, that you don’t tell me. I wont never bother to ask. I tried to regret what I’ve done. I confronted you, and you’re blaming me that I’m the reason why we end up just like that. I told you to accept me again, but then you wont answer and I don’t have any idea what is running on your mind. I’m just hoping that we will be together once more and I hope that you loved me when were still together.

I will wait until you realized that I’m the perfect girl for you. Just hurry now that I’m still hanging on and still believing that you’re my destiny. I love you so much and I miss everything about you. I’m waiting.